Blerg! I had at least 1/8th of this block written and then I accidentally closed the window. Son of a bee sting...
Anyway, I was supposed to have this written yesterday but I'm a huge procrastinator. For being unemployed, I'm pretty unproductive when it comes to tasks I've assigned to myself. I tend to buck the "system" I put it place for myself and I fail. But hey, I'd rather fail at blogging than fail while on duty as a Paramedic.
The picture above is an actual photo of me from today. That's my favorite shirt.
Today, I was emo-fabulous for no apparently reason which I suppose is the definition of "emo." Being bummed out for no real reason. Since Urban Dictionary has over 1,000 definitions of "emo" on their site and I have undiagnosed ADD which prevents me from reading more than 10 words consecutively, I decided to write one myself and post it here.
emo noun e·mo [ee-moh]:
1. Carolyn Blomberg when she hears any song by Tegan and Sarah
2. Carolyn Blomberg when she looks at her mounting student debt, realizing she has no "real" job.
3. Carolyn Blomberg when she thinks about her dog Annie's mortality.
4. Carolyn Blomberg when thinks about an old friend who refuses to text her back for some reason and she has no idea what that reason is.
Only 2 of the 4 definitions above were pertinent today. Now that I've written them out, they're all pertinent.
Little Annie Bear Fluffy Head is 13 already....
The last one is the most pertinent for today. I had one of those friends who I totally thought would be a bride's maid for me someday. She's so badass. She has ovaries of steel and seemingly doesn't give a shit about what anyone thinks of her. Long story short, she's friends with an ex and I essentially lost her in the divorce. The ex and I are kosher now so I reached out to her but she won't get back to me. It's a big, fat bummer to say the least.
Oh, one more reason I was feeling like scheisse today was that I saw a Hennepin County ambulance on Lyndale today and it made me miss working in EMS. A lot. A lot a lot. It probably doesn't help that I've been watching a buttload of Rescue Me on Netflix. (Really great show).
On the plus side! I had a really great burger at Muddy Waters today. I was all "om nom nom nom."
The probably soon to be dead Annie Bear Fluffy Head Poopy Pants.
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